I really should be doing my hw...

today was boring hah
still in pain from the gym
tomorrow me and tbt are going to the job fair thingie hopefully
then shes sleeping over
hopefully her parents are done being butts!
saturday i might hang out with lindsey
sunday... nothing XD [yet :o]

well i have to go i have world history homework ive been delaying it...
instead of my homework so far:
1. I've written a blog
2. I made some brownies [back off]
3. I attempted playing the guitar [failed..]
4. I wrote a very colorful note :]
5. I kind of cleaned my room.. [if you call a ginormous pile of shit in your closet clean]

ANNND now its time to start :[
have a love-e-ly day everyone :]

<33 always
Marissa

Spanish Uno

Well right now I am in Spanish one and we are in the computor lab and I am very bored!
We are presenting our projects today and I actually finished this one but I lost my sheet that I was going to read off of!! I always do stuff like that :[

We tye-dyed our shirts on monday and mine is pink yellow and blue!! It looks sooo tight I can't wait to wear it on FRIDAY :]... too bad its 2 fridays from now :[

I'm excited because my mom's friend is like the owner [or something] of TGI fridays and I might get to work there!!! That would be soo fun. Either that or I'm going to be a camp counciler at Bogan park and I just get to play with kids all day :]

-sigh- I've had a lot of trouble concentrating in class lately...
Hopefully... idk nvm

<333 always
Marissa

Untitled :[

Hmph well this weekend was boring, I filled out alot of job applications and the only fun thing I did was hang out with Lindsey on Friday. We saw a movie.

Spring break is pretty soon :] I'm sort of excited I guess...
We were GOING to go to New York but my dad's not really that sure about his job right now so we decided not too

My friend Brenna invited me to go to Panama city with her the entire Spring Break a couple of weeks ago, but I told her no. It was partly because of my grades and what not... but the real reason was I wanted to spend time with AJ... at that time we hadn't hung out in a really long time and he was grounded from his phone. Actually I think he broke up with me the day after I told her no. Small world, huh? She ended up taking her boyfriend and I kind of didn't want to tag along and be a 3rd wheel.

Idk lately I've been tired of trying to smile and act like everythings ok. Cuz its not. What he did hurt me alot, and I didn't deserve it. I really really just want to talk to him.. thats all. I'm not going to yell at him or try to get him back, I just need some kind of closure so I can move on with my life. I deserved more than a text message, after 5 months. After everything he told me.. he didn't mean a word of it. I don't know anymore... he hasn't made any effort to contact me in more than a week so its probably not even going to happen. I'll just have to deal. Oh well...

Well I got to go
<33 always
Marissa

Green Pudding :]

Happy Early Saint Patty's day!!!
Everyone remember to wear green tomorrow! Cuz if you don't your gonna get pinched ALOT and by the end of the day your ass is really gonna hurt!! lol kidding.. :]
ahh.. I have some good memories with this day. I remember the day I learned about Saint Patty's Day, my kindergarden year. I was all : "WOAH THERE IS ACTUALLY A HOLIDAY WHERE WE CELEBRATE LITTLE GREEN PEOPLE!!?!"
One of the leperchons visited our classroom while we were at recess, and left green footprints all over the walls. Then we got to make our own GREEN PUDDING and that was the best tasting stuff I've had in my entire life!!! no joke!! I actually want to maybe google it one day..

Hmmm.. so on to normal life. I started working out at LA fitness again cuz well first of all i can drive there and second of all I'm so out of shape its sad. You know what really pisses me off?! Every time I go there's this group of at least 3 blonde girls who just sit there and talk. For like an hour. While sitting on the workout equipment!! Its annoying. lol

Oh and while speaking of driving, I got my own set of keys now, which I think is kind of cool XD
I like to drive around and blast VERY loud music. Because I can. lol. But not rap... I don't care for rap that much. Ooh! My favorite song right now is "Stricken" by the Disturbed.. and yes that is on guitar hero 3 but I loved that song before guitar hero ruined it for me :[

well im gonna go get ready for bed now
<33 always
Marissa :]

Hola!!

lol. I haven't blogged in FOREVER!! i was sitting here thinking... geezus im bored what shod i do and then i remembered -gasp- i totally should blog :]
Weeellll lets see whats been going down recently...
On friday I had like... 4 tests and I only failed ONE of them :] (yes for me... this is good) It was my spanish test. no me gusta la clase de espanol <-- yeah thats basically all i know. lol.
And i am recently single :]
Yeah... i was sad about it at first but then i realized my ex was a lier and a coward. He basically dumped me over a text message after 5 months, then ignored me the next day. I'm over it tho cuz i can do a LOT better. lol.
Anndd... OH! Today i am going to Steak and Shake with my daddy and then my bestest friend since i was like 4 Brenna is coming over and spending the night :o
I feel like renting Saw II-V cuz I have only seen Saw I.

Weeelll I gots to go now people.
have a fun time doing whatever you do :]

<333 always
Marissa