Bloggin it

I just got a new itouch so I'm going to write a new blog on it!!:) its going to take a very long time to type tho cuz figuring out this new keyboard is tough. So imagine as you take 20 seconds out of your life to read this, I am taking 10 minutes out of my life to type it. That's 10 minutes that I will never get back. Ever. Do have any idea what amazing things you can do with 10 minutes??? You could buy a motorcycle, jump on a bed, cure world hunger, and even eat a doughnut. Well I have to go now... But I will blog later if I remember/ have more time. I hope everyone had a great Christmas.

Poem..

I actually wrote this one a while ago, but taylor wanted me to post a blog and i didn't know what to write so this is good. enjoy:)

Because We Never Were
Just please don't play with me
My broken heart will bleed
You've had your fun, a lie well done,
Now it's time to let me be.

Sleepless nights, trivial fights
Coming apart at the seams
At first, I blamed myself again
But now I realize that was a bit extreme.

Of course, a little of myself is to blame
Because in the back of my mind I knew
I've hurt too much, I fell too hard
I should fall for anyone but you.

In the end, people never change
And this time, I know what's true.
I did nothing wrong, and I broke it off
Because this time, baby, it's all on you.

I'm a hood nigga

All the hoes jockin, beat steady knockin
middle of the stage got the whole club rockin
nigga you can hate but ya bitch steady watchin
bet she cant do it on a dick, she poppin
we bottle poppin, you cock blockin
told ya gurl you rap, but ya CD floppin
you say you gettin money man, we aint seen nothin
ya gurl is persistant, she aint stoppin

....

ahhhh the story of my life:)

Everyones doing it...

Relationships are liiike... hmmm...
MUFFINS:)
soggy on the inside and scrumptous and chocolatey on the outside. unless of course you are eating a blueberry muffin...
muffins can be crunchy and big or small and valumptous, but never lacking in the crucial element of delicous-ness. people choose muffins over all sorts of things; such doing their taxes, vegetables, and even riding a motor scooter!

what does any of this have to do with relationships you ask? absolutely nothing!

geeez

no one blogs anymore!!!
losers.

Californiaa

Well, this will be my last blog for a while cuz i'm headed to california on tuesday.
i'll put all the pictures on my facebook :)

we should get the group all together one day after i get back, that would be fun! i think the last time was the hangover, and a lot of people didn't even come. hahaa.

i have to get my wisdom teeth out right when i get back tho. bummer. hopefully i won't drop dead on the operating table or something...

well hope everyone has a fun week! txt me

Pregnant...

I've had a heart mummur since I was born, so i have to get it regurally checked. Thats always fun :)
and ironically, i'm not joking. i love kidding around with the doctors, they're such hard-asses. today they gave me a mamogram, to look at my heart
"So.. how's the baby doing?"
"Ma'am you aren't pregnant."
"Ah.. of course of course"
-5 minutes later-
"So would you mind telling me the gender of the baby? If he's a boy like his deadbeat father i'm going to abort him"
she just gives me a look and says nothing. haha

by the way me and shawn are going back out! yay!!! :)
after i get back from cali, his 19th birthday party is like the next day which should be amazingly fun :)) lol

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -- Marilyn Monroe


i LOVE this quote :) lol

Heat Seaking Missels

Hmm.. hope everyone had a fun 4th :)
I spent most of mine getting bit by misquitos. I'm pretty sure some of our fireworks were heat seaking missels b/c i almost got hit... twice. i have to admit my reaction was pretty funny tho. hahaha

Lets seee...
Monday i have work all day >:[
Pool party tuesdayy
Date with shawn wendsday ;]
Doctors appointment thursday [at 3:30!!] which means the rest of my day is basically ruined.
Nada Friday so far
Saturday hangin out with gordie

Next tuesday I'm leaving for a week to go to Caliii :]
So excited!

Confused...

I'm beginning to wonder about shawn. He's so sweet, hes like the sweetest boy i know. But yesterday he called me up
"Baby I'm sittin at my mom's house. Chase kicked me out of the apartment"
Its a really long story why, so we won't go into that. Nothing bad tho :)

He also asked me if I thought we rushed into the relationship too quickly. And we did. He just got out of a 2 year relationship with some girl named Briannah. So he said we should just go back to dating, because if we're gonna be in a relationship he wants to be able to put his all into it. And I honestly can see where he's coming from. I'm happy he is trying not to hurt me... my last ex just used me to get over his 2 year relationship.

He's probably going to ask me back out in a month, after things calm down, but idk if I want him too. Do I really want another nut job? I'm not saying hes a nut job but i dont want to deal with emotional baggage anymore. Its so annoying. I really really like him tho.... and he supposedly really likes me.

I guess we'll just see how this plays out. Sorry for putting all this on you guys, but I just wanted to vent. hahaha :)

Wednesday is like.. the hardest day of the week to spell.

I hate my phone. I've only had it for 3 weeks.. not even, and it decides to break!! I have to go to the ATT store today and replace it. So if I don't answer your txts, thats why.
I also gotta drive to Toyota and have them replace my temporary tag, cuz they are takin' forever to issue my lisence plate. Damn DMV!

We had the last swim meet of the season last night, we won. Rapids are officially undefeated! yay :]
Tomorrow I'm going to six flags with shawn and chase. Should be fun :]
Hope everyone is having a fun summer!!

FML...

Berkely Hills Country Club is by FAR the most horrible place I've subbed at. Its hard to do your job without barfing if 50 drunk old men are hitting on you constantly in the 105 degree weather.

The ratio of drunk old men to children was 10:1
Fml...
Man boobs were flying everywhere!!!!

Death to Lady Gaga

Hahaha michael jackson. dead. hahahaa
But you know, of all the people that could have died, he's not exactly the first I'd like to see go on my list. There are many people who deserved it alot more than he did.
Now Lady Gaga, for example, that bitch has got to go.
Then no one would ever have to listen to "Just Dance" ever again.

Me and Brenna saw Garret at the braves game today!! that was cool

No Longer Single

Yup just got a new boyfriend :]
His name is Shawn, hes 18. Met him at a party. Not really too sure about him since hes in college, but hes younger than my last one so whatever.
Hes really cute and sweet :]
And this one actually seams like he has a pair of balls [in the non sexually peverted way of course] haha

Happy Fathers Day!

Ahhh.. This is the first day in a while that I actually have time to blog!! YAY!! :]
My internet on my comp is broken so i have to use the downstairs one which my sister "owns" now apparently. I was playing Sims 3 and she runs in
"OH MY GOD!!! ARE YOU PLAYING MY GAME?!@#?!@$!@%?@#$%?!@#$?!@#?$ -heart attack-"
I was forced to get off. like literally by force that girl weighs more than me.

Tomorrow I'm hangin out with shawn :)
Tuesday I'm lifegaurding at Chatto Elan (sp?) 10-2
Wendsday im chillin with gordie
Thursday swim meet
And friday im chillin with jamie

fun week? haha. text me :)
Oh and happy fathers day to all you fathers out there!!
try not to eat too much steak

Just so Everyone's Clear

Tuesday we're gonna buy tickets for UP at 3:40,
then movie hop to the Hangover at 3:30.
I'm picking up Bradely at 3:00 and we'll probably get there around 3:15-3:25 ish [idk how far away he is from the mall]
Alex Brock, Alex Standard, Garret, Tater, me, and Bradely are coming.

God damn i hate planning stuff lol

By the Way

Whos coming to the movie on Monday?
So far:
1. Bradley [yes]
2. Alex [yes]
3. Garret [maybe]
4. Tater [never txted back]
5. Tori [no]
6. Tiny [maybe]

Sleep Deprived

You gotta love summer :). I think in the past 3 nights ive gotten a grand total of 8 hours of sleep. not fun.. :p
We won the swim meet, which was cool. I saw my old friend from Chatahochee Run [i lived there when i was 7]. Salone Rodgers.
Then me and brenna went to the mart in atlanta, which is this place where only business owners can go and you get reaaally cheap stuff.
Then we went to six flags and saw salone again singing "teardrops on my guitar" on stage. haha

I made a facebook!

Yay? Add me :P

Taylor BAM Taylor

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[no i did not just copy and paste that from thesaurus.com]

and just all around ravishing BIFFEL!!!! :] who just sent me like 50 bagillion ringtones.
I FRICKING LOVE YOU!!

Teleportation

"Marissa.. I wish we could TELEPORT to wendeys."

"This hard thing I'm laying on makes my back hurt"
me- "... you mean the floor?"

"What I thought you could turn left on a red light!?"
me- "Yeah you can.. if you want die."

hahaha wooow.. my friends are special. I need to find some smarter ones :P
I got a swim meet tomorrow!! :] GO RAPIDS!!!

Peanut Butter Jelly Time!!

Its funny how when looking into another relationship, you can see all their flaws. How stupid they're being. How she should just let him go. Hopeing she'll realize that she dosen't deserve to be treated like that. No one does.
But when its actually happening to you, you don't see it that way at all. It's funny how those kinds of things work out. I've been there. I wish someone would have told me don't let him treat you like that. Don't lay down and die for him. You don't deserve that. And he isn't worth it; in the end he never cared about you anyway.

Sitting there listening to someone almost break up on the phone is increadibly akward. lol

But other than that.. me and Lidnsey went up to her lake house in the mountains today. We hiked and did all sorts of stuff :] it was fun. Tuesday me and Brenna are going to six flags. Patrick might come too.

I gotta work the rest of the week.. :[

peace bloggers! :]

Stupid I-85

I almost got in a wreck yesterday. Scary shit.
I was driving on I-85 South and took the Sugarloaf Parkway exit, which had a really sharp turn aparrently!! I didn't know I've never taken it before. And it was raining, so I didn't see the "caution sharp turn 35 advised" sign until it was too late.

I was going 60-65. haha. My car spun out but thankfully there was no one around me. Phewww. You'd think they'd put the sign 100 feet before the turn.
"CAUTION! TURN OF DEATH AHEAD! OFF THE FRICKING HIGHWAY. CAUTION IS ADVISED"
Not, you know... as your turning
"oh by the way you should be going 35 right about now.. oh well we hope you make it :]"

Lifegaurd Training

Lifegaurd training is so BORING!!! Oh my gosh. I swear we spent like 20 minutes learning how to properlly remove gloves. ARRGHH! The water stuff is fun though. Today I got strapped to the backboard!! :] I was a passive drowning victum. Then Josh started tickeling my feet and there was nothing I could do about it because I was supposed to be unconsious!! Its really hard to be unconsious when someone is tickeling you!! :[
And I got really lost on the way home hahah. I took I-85 South instead of North :P took me a while to realize it.

HeadOn

Apply directly to the forehead!

I GOT A CAR!!! :]

I got a fricking car!!!!! YAY :D I honestly can't believe it, I never thought my parents would buy me one
but since I have a job this summer I kinda needed one. Its a used 2005 toyota camry, with only like 50,000 miles on it. I'd take a picture of it and put it on here.. but I kind of broke my camera =/


Heres the one from the website :] Its not that color but its close.. more of a green tint.

Well I'm busy all next week with lifegaurd training at swim atlanta. FUN :D [not]

when does summer start :[

Grah I want to pull my hair out!! I've been waaaay too busy this summer. I thought summers were for relaxing :[
you know.. sitting by the pool, reading a book. But nooo not me. Not this summer. Work work work work work, errands, swim team, dogsitting, LA fitness, crippled parents, sick sisters, cooking. Fun stuff :P

OH! By the way :] I'm getting a car!!
The one I want is a blue 2003 toyota camry. Its soooo preettyyy!! I saw it on autotrader [dot] com.
And speaking of cars, today me, Jamie, and Jessica went to the great escape and saw terminator. IT SUCKED! I was so dissappointed...
But yeah then we went to chillis. After chillis I was driving Jamie because we needed to get some stuff at Wal-mart and Jessica drove up behind me and honked and it scared the shit out of me so I ran over the curb. There was a police oficer like right there, and I am kind of not allowed to drive with anyone in my car for another month. A little scary. Jessica was just cracking up.. :P
Me and jamie were hyperventilating.

SUMMER BITCHES :]

My party was fun :] well.. other people had fun. i tried but right before it me and my best friend since i was 5, brenna, got in a huge fight. long story short we are'nt friends anymore. she can call me when she decides to stop acting like a spoiled 8 year old.
But yeah we played volleyball, had a cookie monster piniata, played pin the tale on the fricking donkey, bonfire with marshmellos and hotdogs, music :] fun stuff.

Next day went to Six Flags with TBT, tor-tor, and lexi. Goliath was amazing. We yelled at the guy who did the voice for acrophobia to sing "humpty dumpty" for us. We literally rode it 5 times in a row before he sang it. "HUMPTY DUMPTY NOW!!!!!" lol
I mean.. come on!! How hard is it to sing
"Humpty dumpty sat on a wall, humpty dumpty had a great WOOSH"

By the way, I saw star trek and all i can say is daaaaaaannnggg. GO SEE IT!! Chris Pine. Is so. HOT!! Now I want to see Terminator!! Cause' the guy who is in that is really hot too :]

Well I hope everyone has a wonderful summmer!! :]

adskflkas l;fka;sek :]

My day sucked. Hard. And i have a headache. I hate school, but more than i hate school i hate the people in school. well not anymore its kinda summer...

tbt is in my bathroom right now putting on a bakini ;] that was random. lol.. we are gonna go in my hot tub. Bye bye have a fun summer everyone

tbt.likes.pickled.cucumbers

Well I guess we are all wearing pajamas tomorrow and sophies on wednesday. lol. 2 days left. Not even.
Ahh.. theres only one thing that I really want to happen before this year is over. The chances are like zero.. but those who know me best know what I am talking about. Its nothing I can do anything about anyways. Just kind of hope =/

six flags is gonna be ah-freaking-maze-tastic!!!
OH!! AND IM MAD AT GARRET EVERYONE SHUN HIM TOMORROW!!! HE CANT COME TO MY PARTY!
lol jk he has to work so its not totally his fault.. only shun him until he gives us a monster or something. :]
Which reminds me!!! [well.. not really] i need to bring money for chick fil'a tomorrow! haha

Square root of 9 days left

Black dress, with the tights underneath,
I've got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth.
And she's an actress, but she ain't got no need.
She's got money from parents in a trust fund back east.

T-t-tongues, always pressed to your cheeks.
While my tounge is on the inside of some other girl's teeth.
Tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian, and I ain't fucking scared of him.

Hahah I love my friends.. good times :]
This weekend was fun. Babysat on friday, slept over at Brenna's for her birthday on saturday. Today im going to study ALL day. [no really.. i am]

3 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! :]

to Garrett FREAKING Walling

Me and TBT want to tell you a little something...
You really need to allow us to post comments on your freaking blog.
We were going to leave you a very amazing comment regarding a blog, but now you will never see it!!!

I love you!!!!

[see TBT's blog]

Summers almost here!

I'm sitting next to TBT and she is typing a blog so I am going to type one too!!!!
Uhm.. nothing new really. Math final is tomorrow. ick. In Tanseys we are watching a movie about computor nerds who fall in love then try to kill eachother and its really wierd!!

My party is gonna be on Thursday the 21st and if you want to come you need to bring a swim suit and like a side dish. Its gonna be really fun hope you all can make it :] RSVP as soon as possible because I have a really long waiting list, and if you can't come I'm gonna replace you.

<33 always
Marissa

EDIT: JK no swimsuit my dad is a buttface D:<

6 more days

uh my dad is getting surgery on his shoulder tomorrow so I am going to be really busy helping around the house for the next couple of weeks. its one of the most dangerous surgerys you can get and im really worried about him so keep him in your prayers :[ i'm even going to have to type his work stuff for him b/c im the fastest typer in the family and he won't even be able to do that.

today is the first day of swim practice :] i'm kind of excited i guess. lots of really cute new boys are on the team this year ;] i met them when i was helping with sign ups.

well gtg peace guyz
<33 always
Marissa

Mothers Day :]

Actually I forgot what day today was until I looked on my dresser and saw a present. That wasnt for me. "oh yeah I bought that yesterday"
Everyone be sure to give your mothers a big hug and make them dinner :] well I do that anyway.. [but today will be a special dinner]
I got my mom a plaque of the ten commandments. she loves stuff like that.

well i gtg grocery shopping
have a lov-e-ly day everyone :]

lalalaa

Busy weekend so this will be my only blog :[
Today I'm going to the mall with Brenna
Saturday we're going to a braves game after Steve's graduation thingie from UGA
Sunday.. homework and church

Hope you all have a wonderful weekend full of joy.. and joynesssss
[in case you didn't catch on thats from charlie the unicorn]
text me :]

<33 alwayss
Marissa

I GOT THE JOB :o

YAAAAAAAAYY!!!!!!!!!!!
I GOT THE JOB :]
I just got back from my interview with Swim Atlanta! I was applying to be a lifegaurd. There was like a 75 person waiting list too!
They must have really liked me because they also asked if I wanted to teach private swim lessons too.
I start training about the time school ends. Since they don't have a pool for me yet, I have to work at different pools for a few weeks until I get one of my own :]
I'm soooo happy :]

peace bloggers
<33 Marissa

Cinco De Mayo

Ick I have an entire essay to write.. a comparisson of "a tale of 2 cities" book and movie. The thing is.. I barely payed attention during the book. And I didn't watch the movie. I'm screwed haha

Tomorrow I have a job interview with Swim Atlanta :o
I'm excited. They literally called me 30 mins after I filled out the online application. Wierd, huh? You'd think that they would take longer.

Well I got to go.. michael is gonna help me with this essay. He says hi? lol
I really don't see how he can help.. considering he NEVER SAW THE MOVIE. But whatever he insists.

<33 always
Marissa

Happy Cinco De Mayooo!!! :]

WOOOOOO!!!

The hawks beat the heat! Game 7!
I'm so fricking happy!! This is the first time we've been in the playoffs in a looooong time
It was a pretty boring game tho, we were ahead by like 20 points the whole second half.
The best part was when some dude from the heat tackled the like 7'4 guy from georgia [as in like the country in Europe] and got thrown out of the game hahah

Other than that.. the concert on sat got rained out :[ me and tbt ended up going shopping and saw a movie instead.

Schools tomorrow :[

Last Day of April

Wow.. you gotta love my dad.
Yesterday, I was hanging out at the pool/waterfall with Michael Jeff and Lindsey. My dad, my sister, and her friend randomly show up out of NO WHERE with these water squirting things and attack me!! I was SO pissed. We ended up stealing the water guns from them and having a battle tho [that was fun] XD

This weekend me and TBT are going to the free concert at the North Point mall on Saturday. Its from 12-7 and a bunch of really good bands are gonna be there, and this skateboarding demo place, and a bunch of booths and stuff. It should be fun :] you guys should come! [you would just need to provide your own mode of transporation]

peace :]
<3 Marissa

Party time :]

Ignore my blog from earlier if you can read some of it lol. I was just mad. It needed to be deleted.
ANYHOO! I was thinking of throwing an end of school party for our group :] Cuz we have a fire pit.. hot tub.. our neighbors are building a pool. So hopefully you guys are experienced fence jumpers. Their dog isn't THAT rabid... lol

But yeah that would be fun :] Plus my parents OWE me a party since they were the reason I didn't have a sweet 16. Actually it was more of Amy's fault but we won't go into that :P

Sunday

Today was interesting...
-note to self NEVER go to church with Lindsey again-
I took my dog for like a 2 hour walk lol. It was really nice outside.
My sister and her friend decided it would be a SMART idea to jump in our hot tub, covered in grass, with their clothes on. Then, after sucessfully moving half the grass in our backyard into the tub, they walked through the house and got water EVERYWHERE.
Guess who had to clean it up?
Me. Fun fun day. :P

I'm going to kill her..

Free ICECREAM :o

No one blogs anymore =/
Well lets see... heres what I'm doing this weekend:
Friday [yesterday]
- Went shopping
- Saw 17 again with Lindsey
- It was actually a really good movie, even though I hate Zach Effron. Alot :]
- Grace was there.. she kinda tackled me as I walked out lol
Saturday
- Babysitting from 12:30-4:30
- But knowing these people she'll probably get home around 6
- I really don't like her =/
- Going to the carnival at the mall around 7 with some people
Sunday
- Church
- Yeah thats pretty much it
- And.. homework? [nah :P]
- I really should read "A Tale of 2 Cities"
- I've been sleeping through it all semester

Have a great weekend everyone ;]
<33 always
Marissa

Gateway tomorrow :o

Good god, you people give me migranes. I swear lol. As soon as one little drama thing ends, another one takes its place. We're not in the 8th grade anymore.

lol. SO ANYWAYS tomorrow I'm gonna bring some "YAY END OF GATEWAY" brownies :D
hahah.. speaking of the gateway.. you know that spellex book they gave us? For spelling words? It was the most useless piece of shit ever XD. I looked up "pillaged" but all i found was "pig". Then I tried to look up "catastrauphic", which wasn't there. But "cake" sure was. So at the end of the test I was looking through it and words like "elf" "troll" and "somersault" were in there. So if you wanted to write a world history essay about somersaulting pig trolls who liked to eat cake you were pretty much set.

hahah
well peace bloggers :]
<333 always
Marissa

[side note] If you can't spell the word "PIG" than why the hell are you in the 10th grade? lol

Alliumphobia

I'm bored lol. Today was fun tho, I pretty much hung out with Alex all day. It's cool having friends with cars.. Now if only I had a car :o

Lets see... tomorrow we are trying a new church that alot of my friends go too. Hebren or something. I'm excited :]
Then I have at least 2343209102931329 hours worth of homework to do [which should be interesting considering there is only 24 hours in a day]

BY THE WAY! Tomorrow is national garlic day. It is a very important day when people rise up to help find a cure for Alliumphobia [the fear of garlic]. Be sure to celebrate :]
No I am not making this up!!!

Well I'm gonna go now
<33 always
Marissa

Bunnyman

Ever have those days when you think everyone needs to take a deep breath and calm the fuck down :/
I, honestly, can't stand drama.

Anyways; me and Amy stayed after school today for a gateway help thing and all i can say is HOLY SHIT! I'm gonna fail this so bad. But at least school is almost over :] I need to get my back grades up..

Tomorrow I am going to bring my chocolate bunny to school and share it with every1 :]
(I would feel like such a fat load eating it all by myself) Bradley added the "bunnyman" as a contact in my cell phone just in case some1 wasn't completely satisfied with the one Tater brought :P then we could send it back and get a REAL BUNNY!!

I have a headache I think it's cuz i ate too many reces pieces =/
cyaa guyz
<333 always
Marissa

We're all gonna die!! :D

I love how I come back from the beach to a tornado warning with hail the size of quarters. I actually saw one like forming above my house; like 10 feet from touching the ground. It was pretty scary. And really cool!!
My mom was freaking out it was hilarious.
"Marissa go get the cats!!! We are gonna dieee! Get to the basement NOW."
So me and my dad ignored her and went outside to collect hail stones for the insurance company and watch the tornado come. That made my day hahah

Well bb all :]
<333
Marissa

SanDestin

Well.. I'm in SanDestin so this is pretty much the only blog I'll be posting all week. Its like really pretty here, and not very crowded. I love it :] lots of men

Weeelll the coolest thing happened today. We were driving to dinner and I saw my friend Lindsey driving by in a golf cart.
"OH MY GOD!! DAD STOP THE CAR~! THATS TOTALLY LINDSEY BROWNING!@#!@#"
There was a lot of screaming
And hugging
I'm just so happy that I won't have to hang out with my family the whole time now [I love them to death but they can get on the annoying side]
Also Alex Lukins and Hayley Macall are here, but we haven't seen them yet
And Brenna is in Destin... so many people :P
Hahah
Well I'm gonna go now have a wonderful spring break everyone :]

<333 always
Marissa

Cyanide and Happiness

Saving the world one puppy at a time

Hahah today was great :]
On my way home from school I saw this puppy on the road. IT WAS SO CUTE!
Then I realized that it was Steven's new puppy and it was at least half a mile away from its house! So I called over Alex and made him come return it with me. At first he was pissed [actually he was pissed the entire time] but I told him that this was his good deed for the week and that I'd buy him a chick fil'a sandwich or something once swim team started up again if he came with me. :]
Cuz there are scary people in my neighborhood. A girl holding a cute little puppy could easily get raped and killed!! [and you think im joking..]

Other than that... we get to wear our tye-dye shirts tomorrow. I'm excited :] mine looks really good. Its a Medium from Wal-Mart; so apparently that means if I had bought it anywhere else it would be an Extra-large. lol.
AND THEN SPRING BREAK!!! :]
I'm going to Destin. So is Brenna sooo we're gonna meet up for some of it.
I'm excited

Well I got to go now
<333 always
Marissa

I'm really too lazy to think of a title at the moment

Well... he talked to me today =/
It really took me by suprise, I knew it was coming but not at that exact moment in time
TBT was talking to him or something [I kept telling her not to...] She refuses to tell me what they talked about!
Then I was at my locker and turn around and BOOM. Scared the shit out of me. I was really happy and sad and mad all at the same time... I kind of had trouble saying anything.

I just kind of stared at him, I couldn't believe he was actually there.
"Hey how are you :]"
"uh.. good."
"Are you ok?"
"yeah..."
It kind of went on like that. Smooth I know..
I'm not really a in the moment kind of person.. lol
Whatever tomorrow I'll be normal again

Well I'm gonna start on my Chemistry homework
[which honestly is really hard.. stupid Mrs. Almond]
Have a love-e-ly day :]
<33 Marissa

I really should be doing my hw...

today was boring hah
still in pain from the gym
tomorrow me and tbt are going to the job fair thingie hopefully
then shes sleeping over
hopefully her parents are done being butts!
saturday i might hang out with lindsey
sunday... nothing XD [yet :o]

well i have to go i have world history homework ive been delaying it...
instead of my homework so far:
1. I've written a blog
2. I made some brownies [back off]
3. I attempted playing the guitar [failed..]
4. I wrote a very colorful note :]
5. I kind of cleaned my room.. [if you call a ginormous pile of shit in your closet clean]

ANNND now its time to start :[
have a love-e-ly day everyone :]

<33 always
Marissa

Spanish Uno

Well right now I am in Spanish one and we are in the computor lab and I am very bored!
We are presenting our projects today and I actually finished this one but I lost my sheet that I was going to read off of!! I always do stuff like that :[

We tye-dyed our shirts on monday and mine is pink yellow and blue!! It looks sooo tight I can't wait to wear it on FRIDAY :]... too bad its 2 fridays from now :[

I'm excited because my mom's friend is like the owner [or something] of TGI fridays and I might get to work there!!! That would be soo fun. Either that or I'm going to be a camp counciler at Bogan park and I just get to play with kids all day :]

-sigh- I've had a lot of trouble concentrating in class lately...
Hopefully... idk nvm

<333 always
Marissa

Untitled :[

Hmph well this weekend was boring, I filled out alot of job applications and the only fun thing I did was hang out with Lindsey on Friday. We saw a movie.

Spring break is pretty soon :] I'm sort of excited I guess...
We were GOING to go to New York but my dad's not really that sure about his job right now so we decided not too

My friend Brenna invited me to go to Panama city with her the entire Spring Break a couple of weeks ago, but I told her no. It was partly because of my grades and what not... but the real reason was I wanted to spend time with AJ... at that time we hadn't hung out in a really long time and he was grounded from his phone. Actually I think he broke up with me the day after I told her no. Small world, huh? She ended up taking her boyfriend and I kind of didn't want to tag along and be a 3rd wheel.

Idk lately I've been tired of trying to smile and act like everythings ok. Cuz its not. What he did hurt me alot, and I didn't deserve it. I really really just want to talk to him.. thats all. I'm not going to yell at him or try to get him back, I just need some kind of closure so I can move on with my life. I deserved more than a text message, after 5 months. After everything he told me.. he didn't mean a word of it. I don't know anymore... he hasn't made any effort to contact me in more than a week so its probably not even going to happen. I'll just have to deal. Oh well...

Well I got to go
<33 always
Marissa

Green Pudding :]

Happy Early Saint Patty's day!!!
Everyone remember to wear green tomorrow! Cuz if you don't your gonna get pinched ALOT and by the end of the day your ass is really gonna hurt!! lol kidding.. :]
ahh.. I have some good memories with this day. I remember the day I learned about Saint Patty's Day, my kindergarden year. I was all : "WOAH THERE IS ACTUALLY A HOLIDAY WHERE WE CELEBRATE LITTLE GREEN PEOPLE!!?!"
One of the leperchons visited our classroom while we were at recess, and left green footprints all over the walls. Then we got to make our own GREEN PUDDING and that was the best tasting stuff I've had in my entire life!!! no joke!! I actually want to maybe google it one day..

Hmmm.. so on to normal life. I started working out at LA fitness again cuz well first of all i can drive there and second of all I'm so out of shape its sad. You know what really pisses me off?! Every time I go there's this group of at least 3 blonde girls who just sit there and talk. For like an hour. While sitting on the workout equipment!! Its annoying. lol

Oh and while speaking of driving, I got my own set of keys now, which I think is kind of cool XD
I like to drive around and blast VERY loud music. Because I can. lol. But not rap... I don't care for rap that much. Ooh! My favorite song right now is "Stricken" by the Disturbed.. and yes that is on guitar hero 3 but I loved that song before guitar hero ruined it for me :[

well im gonna go get ready for bed now
<33 always
Marissa :]

Hola!!

lol. I haven't blogged in FOREVER!! i was sitting here thinking... geezus im bored what shod i do and then i remembered -gasp- i totally should blog :]
Weeellll lets see whats been going down recently...
On friday I had like... 4 tests and I only failed ONE of them :] (yes for me... this is good) It was my spanish test. no me gusta la clase de espanol <-- yeah thats basically all i know. lol.
And i am recently single :]
Yeah... i was sad about it at first but then i realized my ex was a lier and a coward. He basically dumped me over a text message after 5 months, then ignored me the next day. I'm over it tho cuz i can do a LOT better. lol.
Anndd... OH! Today i am going to Steak and Shake with my daddy and then my bestest friend since i was like 4 Brenna is coming over and spending the night :o
I feel like renting Saw II-V cuz I have only seen Saw I.

Weeelll I gots to go now people.
have a fun time doing whatever you do :]

<333 always
Marissa

hi

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Beyond Bored

Hmmm... well i am beyond bored right now so i believe that i am going to write a lov-e-ly blog :]
So in honor of Barack Obama's inauguration, I think today I am going to blog about politics. Yaaaaaaay! :] (shocking, i know :o)

First of all, regardless of your opinion of Obama during the election process, he IS the president now and people need to support him. I also think that his speech was ah-may-zing, and I heard he wrote the whole thing himself.

During his campaign, however, I did not like Obama at ALL. Frankly, I still don't. He's under-qualified [holding a Senate office for a grand total of 2 years], and his plans for "change" make no sense. He's going to wave his magic wand and suddenly everything will be ok? No. He plans to create jobs, but with what money? Is he going to print more? We've already bailed out 2 of the major banks, you don't get that kind of money all from the tax payers. You have to print it too. And with all the billions and billions of dollars they've been printing the value of the dollar keeps dropping. We don't have enough gold to back it up. Since democrats are known "big spenders" they are going to tax the already poverty stricken America and print more money to help save the economy. Will it work? Who knows. Lets hope so cause' guess who's in office.

You know what else makes me mad? People who hate Bush and don't even know what the hell their talking about. It is not Bush's fault that the economy is doing so poorly, the economy is a complex system and it can take YEARS of someone messing up before we can see the effects.
When Bill Clinton was in office, he made a law saying that it was illegal to deny a loan to a person of ethnicity. I'm not saying that all the ethnic people who went out and got a loan were too poor to pay it back. I'm saying that some (very small %) of these people went out and got loans where there was no way in hell they were going to pay them back. In fact, many people did this of all races. That's why were doing so badly right now.

Well... thats all I have to say for now. If you don't agree with me thats ok, I can be very wrong about some things.

Peace bloggers :]
<333 Marissa

I'm Back :]

Okay. Sorry I haven't blogged in a while. Honestly... I just forgot that I had one.

Well alot went down over the Christmas break!! I went to Delaware to visit my family [mostly my cousin Hayden, who apparently is emo now. he really scares me] We stayed for New Years. Coming back was a nightmare! We missed our first flight at 4:20 and the next one wasn't until 6! Then the flight at 6 was delayed for 1.30 and the plane didn't get into Atlanta until 10-ish. Then the bags took 1 hour to show up!! I was DEAD in school the next day.
Hmm.. what else is new. Me and AJ are going back out [yay :)]. Yeah he asked me out on the 8th... but we're still gonna go by our old anniversary [17th]...
OH! and now not only am i grounded from my cell phone, but also LIFE :]
It's cuz when i was supposed to go home after AJ's game, TBT decided she was going to see a movie with Geni and told her mom she was going with me. Then they had to come pick me up from AJ's house and I never went home like i was supposed too. I'm grounded for the rest of the month. Fun. [not]. Its ok tho i guess biffel... love you. Just know that I'm never doing that again.
Well I got to go now :]

peace bloggers
<333 always
Marissa