Californiaa

Well, this will be my last blog for a while cuz i'm headed to california on tuesday.
i'll put all the pictures on my facebook :)

we should get the group all together one day after i get back, that would be fun! i think the last time was the hangover, and a lot of people didn't even come. hahaa.

i have to get my wisdom teeth out right when i get back tho. bummer. hopefully i won't drop dead on the operating table or something...

well hope everyone has a fun week! txt me

Pregnant...

I've had a heart mummur since I was born, so i have to get it regurally checked. Thats always fun :)
and ironically, i'm not joking. i love kidding around with the doctors, they're such hard-asses. today they gave me a mamogram, to look at my heart
"So.. how's the baby doing?"
"Ma'am you aren't pregnant."
"Ah.. of course of course"
-5 minutes later-
"So would you mind telling me the gender of the baby? If he's a boy like his deadbeat father i'm going to abort him"
she just gives me a look and says nothing. haha

by the way me and shawn are going back out! yay!!! :)
after i get back from cali, his 19th birthday party is like the next day which should be amazingly fun :)) lol

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -- Marilyn Monroe


i LOVE this quote :) lol

Heat Seaking Missels

Hmm.. hope everyone had a fun 4th :)
I spent most of mine getting bit by misquitos. I'm pretty sure some of our fireworks were heat seaking missels b/c i almost got hit... twice. i have to admit my reaction was pretty funny tho. hahaha

Lets seee...
Monday i have work all day >:[
Pool party tuesdayy
Date with shawn wendsday ;]
Doctors appointment thursday [at 3:30!!] which means the rest of my day is basically ruined.
Nada Friday so far
Saturday hangin out with gordie

Next tuesday I'm leaving for a week to go to Caliii :]
So excited!

Confused...

I'm beginning to wonder about shawn. He's so sweet, hes like the sweetest boy i know. But yesterday he called me up
"Baby I'm sittin at my mom's house. Chase kicked me out of the apartment"
Its a really long story why, so we won't go into that. Nothing bad tho :)

He also asked me if I thought we rushed into the relationship too quickly. And we did. He just got out of a 2 year relationship with some girl named Briannah. So he said we should just go back to dating, because if we're gonna be in a relationship he wants to be able to put his all into it. And I honestly can see where he's coming from. I'm happy he is trying not to hurt me... my last ex just used me to get over his 2 year relationship.

He's probably going to ask me back out in a month, after things calm down, but idk if I want him too. Do I really want another nut job? I'm not saying hes a nut job but i dont want to deal with emotional baggage anymore. Its so annoying. I really really like him tho.... and he supposedly really likes me.

I guess we'll just see how this plays out. Sorry for putting all this on you guys, but I just wanted to vent. hahaha :)

Wednesday is like.. the hardest day of the week to spell.

I hate my phone. I've only had it for 3 weeks.. not even, and it decides to break!! I have to go to the ATT store today and replace it. So if I don't answer your txts, thats why.
I also gotta drive to Toyota and have them replace my temporary tag, cuz they are takin' forever to issue my lisence plate. Damn DMV!

We had the last swim meet of the season last night, we won. Rapids are officially undefeated! yay :]
Tomorrow I'm going to six flags with shawn and chase. Should be fun :]
Hope everyone is having a fun summer!!